flowing emotions. sometimes, you've got to realise that the world doesnt see things the way you do. they dont feel as sympathetic for you as you feel for yourself. so why make things so difficult for youself? true? well easier said than done. it's so easy to forget that you're trying to forget the hurt. it's so easy to start crying and start blaming the whole world. and it's quite easy to fall.

you may try to prevent the hurt. you build an unstable wall around yourself. and someone comes along and breaks it so easily. then, you crumble together with it. after each incident, you rebuild your wall. but each, more feeble than the previous. heh, what for.

all these, just a casual thought. : )

my lil grey matter is handling too much at the moment. my finals are mere hours away. not only does my brain have to handle detailed information on microorganisms, it has to analyse why is it's owner so lazy. i guess my brain is trying to figure out why am i here blogging away and not staring into the small tiny words on my bmic notes. Mr Brain, gimme a break.

May, jane, i guess you guys are all sleeping with your brains packed with information, all ready to face the battle field. damnit girls, sharreeee! ahaha. oh well.

i miss someone, everyone and everybody. : )

*-//i lie awake, thinking of all the things i could have done or said. i would love to stop dreaming please.-\\*

-`-baby*cantuseewhatyou'recausing?`*

i'm sorry i'm feeling so bitter.
sorry, to you.


`-karma. you dont do no shit to me.-`

i cant justify how people look at me.but that does not mean that i can allow you to think the way you do.you have no right or say to speak of me the way you do.i deserve as much respect as you, or not,even more. honey,you've got too loose a mouth. and it pains me to think that such a perfectly nice guy like you has such a twisted mind. you are irritatingly unfathomable.

if i ever am on speaking terms with you,i can assure you that i'll be giving you advises on how to live like a real man.because presently, you dont act like one.a real man should be tactful.he should know the difference between constructive critism and pure insult. i dont think that a real man should understand everything bout a woman, but i feel that he should be sensitive enough to realise that not everything that is non-understandable about a woman should be condemned. a real man should also know that some things are better left unsaid.

the things listed above, sad to say, you dont possess. i may not, in your opinion,act like what you think a woman should. i may not present the female traits as well as others. but i do have my dignity and pride. which i think is adequate for you to have the decency to treat me proper. i dont mean to whine on my blog, but what things that you did infuriates me and i just cant contain my wrath. previously, whatever TLC and kindness that i've showered on you was cos you impressed me with your ultimate sweetness.but whatever i see, isnt always whatever i get. really, you should think it through. think about your loose comments and question your basis of saying that. does it even stand? narrow-minded quacks like you have the least say in my business. dont think too highly of yourself.

still, i dont hate you. hate is too strong a word for me to use. i just somehow pity you. seeing that you act the way you do. we can still be friends, if you broaden your ever narrow mind. but unless you do something bout your loose tongue, dont blame me if i ever land a tight slap on your face.

dear boy, dont act like you know me. cos you really dont at all.

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