Monday, August 14, 2006 ; 10:11 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
Dear Yanqi,
People say that heartbreaks, though it hurts, may well be the very best teachers in life. I hope you have learnt your lesson. Even though it has taken me numerous times to show you that life isn't just about you loving the person, I believe maybe this time you might remember it distinctively.
I remember all the times you came crying to me seeking answers. I am sorry I failed to offer you comfort. At times, like you, I am shocked at their audacity and disappointed by your foolishness. All I could offer you were shocks of reality and bitterness of the truth. I feel obliged to cure you the best way possible.
But it seems like nothing could get through you, and I couldn't grasp hold of your hand. I regret times when a sight of your happy face caused me to forget to remind you what's important. Only to find that in the end, I am to be greeted with no smiles but tears. I know you are strong, but I was worried about how much you could take. Not many more, I truly believe.
I'm sorry for the times I failed to be a friend. Times where I should have complimented your beauty inside. I'm sorry that I have never been able to help you catch the good waves. I'm sorry that every nagging suspicion of mine turned out to be true. I'm sorry that I have never held you tight and tell you that you're a worthy friend. I promise from now, I will try my very
best.
Love
Your Conscience