flowing emotions. sometimes, you've got to realise that the world doesnt see things the way you do. they dont feel as sympathetic for you as you feel for yourself. so why make things so difficult for youself? true? well easier said than done. it's so easy to forget that you're trying to forget the hurt. it's so easy to start crying and start blaming the whole world. and it's quite easy to fall.
you may try to prevent the hurt. you build an unstable wall around yourself. and someone comes along and breaks it so easily. then, you crumble together with it. after each incident, you rebuild your wall. but each, more feeble than the previous. heh, what for.
all these, just a casual thought. : )
my lil grey matter is handling too much at the moment. my finals are mere hours away. not only does my brain have to handle detailed information on microorganisms, it has to analyse why is it's owner so lazy. i guess my brain is trying to figure out why am i here blogging away and not staring into the small tiny words on my bmic notes. Mr Brain, gimme a break.
May, jane, i guess you guys are all sleeping with your brains packed with information, all ready to face the battle field. damnit girls, sharreeee! ahaha. oh well.
i miss someone, everyone and everybody. : )
*-//i lie awake, thinking of all the things i could have done or said. i would love to stop dreaming please.-\\*